20050307
You spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, Did you know I missed you?
people and things are so different now. or maybe it's just me !
i'm waiting for the time to make my wish tonight
hello you must work okay because i need your help. yay ):
i have this sudden craving for jellybeans, bubblegums.
now i'll just go off and stone in bed, thinking what went wrong.
so fun and exciting w0rhzzzz.
haha ha ha haha ):
BLEEDING ahmahgawd hahahaha
20050302
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun,
the background's yellow's because of the picture, okay thanks.
16th avenue - Winter Walk, nice song !
hah i spent the afternoon with miss danfong today. we haven't been talking to or seeing each other much for a pretty long time ! stayed back and i tried to study for chem. ohh chloe i think i left my chemical bonding notes with you ! i drank so many bowls of soup today. okay not really, two la. but gawd i think i'm like strangely addicted to the orangebowl stall's soup !
KAY i better not fail my chem test tmrw.
which is ..not very possible, i guess.
okay whatever. darn it's 2158 hrs alreadyyyyy.
shall stop procrastinating and get on with CHEMISTRY, my favz manz.
why am i even updating
20050228
It's girls like you that make me think I'm better off..
Home on a Saturday night
With all my doors locked up tight
I won't be thinking about you baby!
haven't been updating for some time ! yellow layout, not black/white anymore haaardeehar. boys are stupid, throw rocks at them. i want to get their shirt, mug, calendar, magnets and what not !
ANYWAY, i miss my iPod and phone.
and i realised most of my teachers are screwed fucktards.
especially this certain twofaced biatch, pfffffffffft
arghhhh ughhhhhh eeeee ahhhhhh
my best friend's very good at origami. hahaha she gave me this very random and cute card ! today i realised again that she's just always there for me. THANKS YOUS BESTFRIEND! yknw there're so many hamsup people around me. like merisup, jingsup, zisup !
i'll be missing drums this friday cos of syf prac,
damn, my favourite day of the week.
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
THE BOYS OF SUMMER ! haha so reminds me of sec one.
had compre today, chem and maths on wed !!
sup man, sec three life's so boringz.
um life sucks ! sucks to be me ! welcome to my life !
..ha hahah ha ha haha ha
WAHH MARCH HOLIDAYS, can't wait !!
20050215
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
every time you're here.
had 5 mosquito bites on my face today, and a swollen right eye. um kinda looks like someone just punched me or something. aye there was a mosquito in my room last night. caught one flying around in my room a while ago. guess i'll wake up with more bites tomorrow. sweet blood huh.
camera's missing. i'm quite sure someone stole it. bitchy. woah and i screwed up today's physics test. like, what's new. but i studied, whatever. had fire drill today, sat there, stoned and looked around. realised i drifted from quite a lot of my friends.
close your eyes, just settle settle.
twas valentine's day yesterday. received lotsa pretty stuffs :) thanks to those who gave me something or wished me. twas shann's and xinrong's birthday too. happy belated birthday huns. liked the presents we gave shann. haha totally bitch stuffs. thought of vday last year, i miss everything. and i miss cristal lee. sigh but i talked to her on the phone yest : )
body's feeling rather hot now. kept hicupping till i almost puked. kay i don't want dengue fever afterall. but the mosquito bites look pretty weird. i don't know.
be strong ? easy to say.
i hate to see any of my friends getting hurt.
20050213
My rooms on fire and the headboard to my bed is broken
And so am I.
good to know that if i ever need attention all i have to do is die.
haha Brand New's so rockin.
i have so much to do, i really don't know where to begin. came back only at around midnight and i still have to do those frickin vday stuffs later. ayee i am so, not tired la. and we're going out tmrw, damn i'm really running out of time. i still have to study for my physics and chink test. and as usual i don't know if we have homework. i still owe that potato my bloody chink holiday homework.
screwed, i really. need. to. concentrate.
chink lessons are somehow more interesting. um zixin REALLY looks like a pencil. yes, spitting image. rather than erm me = :D right ? i still don't think i look very much like this >> :D oh and qinn's supposed to look like a sharperner, and mich, a pentel soft eraser. me ? i'm some marker. blabberblabber that's like what we're doing every chink lesson. ..okay i guess i really need some discipline, i'm so not concentrating. not all all.
so many people said so many funny stuffs recently and i would very much like to quote them. but i um forgot like most of them so forget it. damn my goldfish memory.
TSKKKKKK. i can't go to sleep yet because i have to finish all the damn vday stuffs by tonight. ohhhh vday's in two/one days/day time. brother's girlfriend gave him this really nice belt from Topman. uh and the brother won some samsung phone for voting in the mtv asia awards thang.
kay i'm being really random.
i just received someone's mail
EYE AM HEHPEE :D
night!
20050207
from up here, the city lights burn
i hate quarreling with my mom hokay.
anyhow, yes i'm at home and i ponned school today, sorry zixin.
and so i have to go to school for the cny celebration tmrw. i really, REAAAALLLY don't want to go but i'll go for zixin since i made her go to school today when i dint go hahaha. but anyway ! my eyes would feel better today as i won't get to see -cough someone in school. eyesore, like totally !
i was in a rreeaallllly cranky mood yesterday night. haha i took two bloody hours to sew my belt onto the pinafore. zixin called and i started crying and laughing at the same time. then i called my mom and screamed at her. um, PMS i'd say !
i finally got out of bed after jessica called. she's really beyond hope. hahaaha i better get her the walking sticks soon la. i have to go back to school (with four frickin packs of chips) at 5.45, SYF rehearsal at singapore conference hall today !
okay i have to rush now i'm going SHOPPING !
EVERYBODY LOOK ! -SWOOONS
20050203
a want is not a need, i'm alright without you.
i guess i break down too easily, it's like happening almost everyday. hahaha now what the hell is wrong with me. it's all your fault. i hate you, you and you too. i hate to hear about you from anyone close, WHY must it be them. sickening.
people in my chink class's nice. there's like mich and qinn too ! and danielle koh i like your new specs ! :D :D anyhow, thanks for the grape danielle/rebekah/kelly/perlyn. haha i don't know who gave it but thanks anyway ! :) and laura too, for the note. and zixin, for always making me feel better. and bestie, for laughing at me, haha idiot. i realised people who're closer to you tend to neglect you more often. i find that quite sad. no, but not my best friend.
there's a lit test tomorrow, darn.
um, let's look on the brighter side.
- Eighteen days to 21st of feb ! :D
- chinese new year > finally a break from school.
- my gay gave me this really cute huggable doggie yest :D
- andrea gave me my lollipop today, harhar !
mm i still want a punching bag.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book,
but the pages are all torn and frayed
<3 !!!!!!
20050201
VANDA CRISTAL LEE HUI ZHONG CALLED FROM PERTH :)
and to BONG TINGLI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D
20050131
the boy who blocked his own shot
okay, there is a bloody big fat BEETLE in my room. okay this is shit, i'm damn scared of beetles. i don't understand why so many of you are not scared of beetles. they are like damn, ..scary. especially when they fly around and make that BZZZ-ing sound that i so totally hate. they always appear out of nowhere and come bzzzz-ing right in front of your face.
..okay enough about beetles. il just scream and wake my parents up so they can erm, catch that bloody thing. anyhow, zixin ! i'm blogging. um yay you won't squash me with some purple bowl anymore. yes, as if a bowl can squash any human being. though i know you're just being the random you, you are such a boozah.
OKAY depressed. i wrote like, totally out of point for my lit test. and i can't/did not concentrate during amaths, i need tuition. i have a lot of chink work to finish, oh yknw it's impossible to concentrate during that tablecloth potato's lessons. i need to start revising for chem. and after all these i want to go down to ikea and have swedish meatballs for lunch/dinner.
i can hear the beetle bzz-ing, it's very near >:(
i am so going to hide under my blanket now
badnight.
20050123
play crack the sky
caught The Aviator on wednesday ! i felt really strange after that cos the movie was so .. strange ! but i think eccentric people are erm, really kewl hokay. haha twas very long, three hours ! oh and many stuffs happened that day i was so very traumatized.
cris's farewell party on thurs.
the clique stayed over, kissing game harhar ! poor shann slept between me and ru, and apparently she couldnt move at all because ru and i were like, all over her. harhar anyway we're all supp to wake up at 6 but couldnt so.. the coffee club plan > no more, aw. walked ta lido's macs for breakfast when all of us finally woke up ! gahh wanted to catch seed of chucky but dint in the end ! instead we spent the whole afternoon playing tennis, badminton and other weird stuffs. mm like playing captain's ball with a tennis ball, and trying to numb our legs in the friiiickin cold water.
went for fusion with shann yest. twas at joel's church ! the service was great la : ) saw many familiar faces there ! wanted to have supper after that but i felt like a really, REALLY bright and huge lightbulb so i went home. hurhur :D :D
supp to go to cris's place for tennis with the rest today, but i've been going home late since thurs, and i received the bloody hell phone bill yest. my father just started ignoring me after that. very well, everyone's pissed off with me now, yayyyy.
yest midnight, gay and i concluded that
twas was The Cranky Hour.
i'm alright alr, gay please cheer up !
i've maths work (late) and the history graded assignment to hand in tmrw. then there's history and maths test on wednesday. damn, they so must come together la. i told marcus il start on my history assignment at 2 and it's already 3 plus, WHOOPS. ahhh
gwen stefani's so kill man ! i love
kay gooooodbye !
there's no blame for how
our love did slowly fade,
and now that it's gone
it's like it wasn't there at all.
and here I rest where
disappointment and regret collide,
lying awake at night.
20050113
roller coaster, favourite ride
i caught phantom of the opera alr, twas good.
..creepily sad id say harharhar
i talked to The Boozah on the phone while buying my brand new Alarm Clock today and she made me laughed so loudly twas quite embarrassing ! and ahmahgawd there's like, The Oblongs today ! maybe that can cheer me up or something. and i am seriously going to fail maths, how ): ): ): tuition ?
i can't stand it when everyone's cca days are like all different from mine, i'm so blarrrdy sad, i'm hating the whatever 5day thingy. and please my class is so Not Happening at all. but the people around me are like quite nice. "hello kelly, you are a nice girl."
U is for you and me !
i am so angry. i'm gonna miss The Oblongs because my father wants to watch erm, News or whatever. sigh sigh sigh i feel like sticking scotch tape on his face. ahh that was so random. anyhow yknw my finger's bleeding ): actually there's no cut or anything. and i guess my finger's pmsing too it just felt like bleeding. okay maybe there IS some cut
my ear(hole)'s bleeding now. i'm erm so sad
Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.
this is boring
i am still sad
blood
i don't want cris to leave.
20050107
standing still
school's not like what it used to be, it's like, erm boring now. how sad, but well luckily there's someone like the boozahh in my class so i won't be rotting there. pictionary and word association with her for consecutively four days. oh and you all should watch The Oblongs. it's so corny and weird la, doh boozah recommended it HA.
drumming today was like total shite. there were new people, i so prefer my ex classmates. that guy's like so bloody annoying. i want to transfer class okay. and jameschan is like quite arrogant hokay i can't stand it anymore and i hate his favourite song. by the way, rachelchia i was cursing you for leaving me all alone. >:(
i love going to justice for chink lessons. much better than having lessons in loyalty. somehow the green makes me feel like sleeping and i'm Always sleeping in class. i got caught three times this week already damnit how embarrassing. anyway besides that, our erm, doraemon (?!) potato chink teacher is like so corny. she wears really hip dresses with a kewl belt. like, totallehhh ! haha shit, but she seems quite nice though ! haha but i was hoping we'll get cym -cough for chink yknw ! Hah. btw sethtan's damn lame too, his goodday cheer's like pretty pathetic.
there's cca fair tmrw, percussionists have to reach school at 6.30am !!!!!! madness okay. mad, nurse. mad nurse. mad-nurse. okay you get my point.
i'm so excited now cos i'm talking to lamdanfong and i havent been talking to her for a very long time. oh and also she have really exciting -coughcoughs to um guess !! i can't wait to know :D
20050103
there should be a reason
but you dint even bother to explain
i don't even know what went wrong
you just left me hanging there
still wondering.
haha but then again,
"don't tell me cause it hurts"
well i'm quite sure it's gonna hurt.
i'll let go in every way
cos anyway, i know that you hate me.
school sucked.
i'm in a very weird mood now.
nostalgic, i say.
i don't think before i say/do stuffs
..too bad for me
20041231
i've wasted more time dreaming than living
threeloyalty05, gawd. that classroom reminds me of ...certain stuffs that i don't really want to remember. but anyway, our level classrooms > Green. talking bout that our school is so bloody colourful now, hur. HMM i can pry on The Gay at threeloyalty's balcony :D :D ..and zixin and i found a pictionary set. i can't draw, i can't. that's quite sad.
SHANN'S BACK !! i can't wait to meet up with her
wah it's the last day of 2004 already. well il miss the stuffs that we used to do, though everyone was just being so silly and lame. and imma start working hard next year. ..i better.
let's all hope 2005 won't be another heartbreak
ahh i'm just rushing, OFF TO MEET RU
goodbye have a nice new year eve !
LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE
20041227
go on just say it
you need me like a bad habit
yay i'm trying to master konstantine on the piano ! someone gave me the web like a week ago and i totally forgot about it till recently. well, it's not very difficult even though my playing's like ____ ( go to thesaurus.com and enter horrible, there. )
spent christmas eve with fong mich and ru, hahahoho dined at marche > we were there like, exactly one year ago haha. shared the dishes with the is-my-hair-okay-i'm-serious ru, they got quite irritated while waiting for us to finish the last bowl of mushroom soup. hah we were practically playing (um) with the soup instead of drinking.
we managed to squeeze through the crowd in town, also avoiding and cursing those people who were spraying like nobody's business. to mich's house and we had a round of mahjonggg. ayee the ice coffee vodka mudshake is so much better than the chocolate one /: started taking silly photos in mich's room, oh and have i mentioned, i love her purple walls !! :D i want my limegreen walls >:( but then again il feel so sour and stubborn when i step into my room because lime is sour and green is a stubborn colour. ..ahh okay what was that. ru and i stayed over at mich's house and ru was being so noisy when we were trying to sleep !! AHH and i sleeptalk like quite a lot yknw. twas pretty embarrassing when mich told me what i said. haha i dint quite believe her at first, and i'm still wondering if it's some prank. anyhow, went to ru's to brush my teeth, lunched at kfc wit them then home ! photos are up, ask me for the url if you wanttt
kay so i got my new skirt a few days back, saw christopher michael lee ( uhh ), checked out the Mango sale ( shit ), and also the Mambo sale. picked up the brother who came back for a few days from tekong, sent him off yest. wah and my daddy got me my guitar, marvelous !! it's beside the drums now i'm currently a very happy girly :D :D oh he got me even though he knows i can play only twinkle twinkle little stars. and also mary had a little lamb. -cough BUT AYE, joel's gonna teach and he's so good. till then.. moohaha ! and then i'm gonna spite that naughty-toes-cute-hair person who abandoned me for lead guitar lessons, ASS ! donkey wonkey.
we'll get to know our classes this wed.
ahh dread, aye no, anticipate. whatever
damn, you've got some wicked styleee
20041218
now i'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most i could do
was to just blame myself
tis the first time i finished my bowl of apples.
watched love actually yest, onederfool, i actually teared ! i feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my toes. that billy's hilarious, bloody gayshit. hoho talking bout that, i've been seeing many gays around recently. love is all around !
that brown dhl ass decided to abandon me on the last lesson of the month, and also all the lessons in future. Very Well, so i was rolling my eyes at Apple* alone today. oh ahh i rmbr someone said something really funny today but i forgot who and what. ahhh goldfish memory. rachelchia has naughty toes and cute hair.
check out ru's monkey gang
"me, myself, and i" hahaha
i had fun laughing at with her yest
aye i suck at minesweeper flags.
i keep losing. ...ahh what's new
blink 182 - shut up
it's damn nice to sing along :D :D
shut the fuck up, she said !
ANYWAY, I LOVE DC !
goodnight.
happy birthday to the brother in tekong.
20041212
mix tape
ahh the brother's in tekong already. the trip there was somewhat uhh fun (?!) ...yeah. i hope he's doing fine there i'm kinda missing him already. i bought cute stuffs from ikea yest :), have i mentioned i love the meatballs there ! :D :D oh and i met the silly Gay there, harharhar
thanks darren for theOC mix 2 soundtrack ! oh and rachel for her present(s) too :) missed drums today, heard that Apple* was being a real bitch ! ohwell anyhow ive got several chink books to read and two for lit. arr and i've printed out all my work imma start Tommorrow. ... well i hope i do ! there's a mosquito in my room damnit, my toes are itchy >:(
Tsquare, oh i hate erm, triangles, you know the shape ? yeah right. i happen to meet the gays me fong and mich met at orchard, and gosh do they suck big time. then i met this really rude malay couple, so annoyed i felt like strangling them okay. uhhuh oh you knw the field opposite northpoint, it was filled with indians la, so So SO many twas scary ! .. MY EAR'S ITCHY NOW
screw those fucking mosquitoes.
don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
and all the best deceptions
and the clever cover story awards
Go To You.
so kiss me hard cause this'll be
the last time that i let you.
you will be back someday,
and this awkward kiss
that tells of other people's lips
will be of service to giving you away
i had a long day, i'm tired, off.
20041209
can't explain how the wind went
and pulled me into your hurricane
to bel's place wit mich and cris for mahjong session after cca today ! yayy mahjong, i love !! :D :D shann came while we were watching scary movie 3. then we went down to acsb, yes they were so sweet ahhh. teeehee shann's leaving tmrw and my brother too, for army. ahhh ): ): ):
to heeren and i got lovelehh spermo for someone ! i love spermo i think i'm gonna get one for myself yayy. dined at marche and some woman was being really bitchy lehhh yuck. oh yarr and we saw olinda and leandra, okayyy. then i got my studs at cine ! i think i need a new handbag.
look to the past and remember her smile
and maybe tonight i can breathe for awhile
i'm not in the seat i think i'm falling asleep
but then all that it means is that
il always be dreaming of you !
okay, now i'm the one who's confused
confusion konfusion
this is because i can spell confusion wit a k
... and i can like it !
*AHH excuse me spermo is a toy laa ?!
20041207
and i'll miss
i'll miss you so good
through all of those nights
we lost our way back home
okay, ahhh
i'm currently in love wit this song.
wenta marina mandrain just now
had the buffet at some restuarant there
thanks to the brother and brigitte :)
liked the presents, and ohh parents :D
ahh moneymoneymoney
( this reminds me of cris's singing HAR )
right, goodnight.
i throw away everything i've written you
anything just keep my mind from
thinking how i had you once
no, i can't forget that
sometimes i wish i could lose you again
can't you see the wall you built for me
to my incredibles :D -
cris ; fong ; gwen ; mich ; qinn ; ru ; tingli
thanks for everything today. the whole plan - the blindfolding, the sushi, the zombies jumping out from the cupboard, the post its on the table and plate, the mahjong room thingy, the babes and grapes, the mahjong games, the chocolate truffle cake, and the presents :) sorry for the trouble too, i know that all of you made a conscious effort in putting together the surprise party today :D to me, the plan wasnt screwed up at all, twas great yeah ? much love !
yay, and thanks to everyone who wished me ! and to bel xjin and shann too for the presents haha : )
ahhh 2359hrs. hur it's over, right. hahhah
20041206
bringing the past
with the postcard you sent for me
every line, it brings me right back down
20041205
boulevard of broken dreams
291104 ; had section outing, shit i think i scream too much on the rides. jessica wanted to stuff cloth into my mouth, bloody ): gosh i thought that the bicycle ride was damn thrilling hokay ! yew knw, the wildwildwet one !! ... ( this is bad ) whateverrrr ; teehee thn rachel jessica and me wenta fareast after the outing.
301104 ; did the poster at macs wit jessica and linna, then met up wit hilda, cheryl and shena in town ! it's been eons since i last saw them, yes and we finally met up. hah we all miss safra, aww talked a whole lot. dined at cafe cartel, we couldnt really finish ! cheryl's laughter is darn infectious.
011204 ; met jessica at heeren, she wanted to do something to her hair but dint in the end ! cabbed down ta indoor stadium. yes we went for spore idol finals :D met quite a lot of ppl there. SHITE and i dreamt bout taufik. twas damn weird i got up feeling really, ... weird. yes, right. thanks warren for the better seats in the end.
021204 ; had cca in the morn ( sucked ), lunched wit jessica and esther. met up wit fong and we went ta sentosa ?! harharhar.
031204 ; went to sentosa wit fong agn ! haha we're so erm, burnt. but tanned okay. shit i think my skin's gonna start peeling soon or sth. met rach and went for The Lesson. yadayada thn she told me bout some annoying person and that girl sucks cos she's so .. annoying. shann came ta ps and we had dinner, we laugh way too much, yes. she did something ta her hair and i was reading joel's book and god, @^%#^$ twas damn good. after embarrassing ourselves at spotlight, we wenta gelare and had cappucino and passionfruit cookies and cream icecream. rahaha. i met LAURATAN and the hockey ppl on the train ! :) :) i swear i missed her a lot !
041204 ; shann came over today. she thinks my house is neat, WELL i won't say my room's very neat. yes la i'm erm, a tad too shy to drum in front of her. then we just sat there and listened to nice songs. and yay she thinks that i rock, awww -stares at her blog. dined at nydc wit the family. i love the food there. ohh and i bought a top today, yayyy.
you all should have figured that i'm that bored, so i'm here doing this recap thang. guess what i'm still bored cause this is boring. ...right. goodbye.
If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last
I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday
nada surf > if you leave
it's midnight alr, two more days to -cough seventh! brother's leaving on the 10th for ns. shann's leaving on the 9th. damn. oh, and a week more ;) ...gah.
i think i'm having a fever.
20041128
i had the world but instead
i threw it all away now
it's just another one of those days
what an entry yest.
swing swing swing.
today's lesson was alright. this week's lessons are so much better than last fri's one, right pokpiah ;) we wenta gelare for icecream after the lesson, sinful but i like :) ohh we're gonna have section outing tmrw, ive to wake up at like, 0900 laa.
gosh half of the hols's GONE. ohh bloody, i'm supp to be a supernerd next year. mm 9 days to the seventh -cough, and 14 days to the twelfth. christmas's coming too, yayy oh the joy :) umm haha oh i watched legally blonde 1 & 2 on the lousy tv, new plasma's coming tmrw !
don't talk to me about bicycles please, arrrr. i went down to the beach and saw Kiki, she was all like, "ehhhh" and i'm, like, "whatever!" hahah jon's sending me rocking songs man. hmm okay i forgot what i wanted to blog about alr.
say it aint so, i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home !
20041122
and you know it's not so easy
when you're all alone,
and i wonder if, i'm alone in your head
went out wit the bestie today, like finally. she was making me laugh so much on the way back, i almost fell in the train. anyhow, we caught the incredibles today, twas nice and we love jackjack ! goshh he's darn cute :) ohh and i'm never going ta order spicy chicken pasta ever again >:(
lesson yest was not like what i thought! well, we'll see how it goes. i was twentymins late btw ! i'm forever late laa, ohwell. watched austin powers at night, aye I LOVE ! hahah
CAMP TMRW. i dread it, yet i look foward to it, uhh.
riiiiight. going off to pack soon /:
cause i'm sick of the "confused" you, enough of it please.
ENOUGH. sigh twenty more days ? i miss you too ):
kay it's gonna be nineteen soon.
20041117
wish you were here ;
HAPPYbelatedBIRTHDAY GWEN :)
went ta the airport yest, mich qinn gwen are back finally :D we kinda celebrated gwen's birthday there, read fong's blog for more yeah. shann's coming over now, YAY :)
twentyfive more days ;
gosh I MISS YOU.
the sky has lost its color
the sun has turned to gray
at least that's how it feels to me
whenever you're away
i crawl up in the corner
as i watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
the time you're coming back
i can't take the distance
i can't take the miles
i can't take the time until
the next time i see you smile
i can't take the distance
and i'm not ashamed
that with every breath i take
i'm callin' your name
i still believe in feelings
but sometimes i feel too much
i make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
not nearly close enough
and i'd brave the fire
and i'd brave rain
to be by your side, i'd do anything
i can't take the distance
i will go the distance
i will go the miles
that's how much you mean to me.
20041113
i could use a fresh beginning too
all my regrets are nothing new
everyone in this house is in a fcuking bad mood. i wanted to get out of here but someone was being really unreasonable. they're seriously getting on my nerves. my whole body's aching from tennis in the rain yesterday, anyhow i dint know i was that lousy, ohh bloody ): i quite liked the rain, harharhar
another thirty minutes and it'd be nineteen more hours. how i dread, time's flying whoosh. ... twelve hours for (( six hundred and seventy two hours minus thirteen hours )) is NOT ENOUGH AT ALL.
we,
caught along came polly
played tennis in the rain
stoned in the room
watched fear factor ; how people drink cups of pigliver thing, eat some disgusting bird eggs, and also, bowls of worms !
that was after dinner
tried walking to east coast, ( notice, it's we tried, we took a cab in the end ; cabfare : $2.40 ummmm we were near hokay ! )
the beach at night can be quite nice.
today's just stoning, and stoning and furthur stoning. was supp to go down to plaza sing wit df but as i said, my body's aching and now i walk weirdly. oh by the way, placement results are out. gahhh not exciting at all, i'm in physics ; chem ; elective hist. talking bout it, i'm thinking bout what this certain someone said. and i'm pretty disgusted by her, >:( hmmm
il be looking foward to the twelfth of decemeber, more than the seventh (cough)! you know, i don't want to miss you.
20041109
but i'm fooling myself
cause you say you love me
but then you do it again,
you do it again
arrr this song reminds me of last year.
went ta town wit fong and shann yest, had a long talk while eating at deli. met cris and bel at heeren later on ! took neos :D dined at cafe cartel first. then we caught ladder49 at cine. twas a good one, much better than expected. shann and i cried so much ! (aww)
we should have some gathering soon.
ohhohh i finally got back my beloved lime green scissors from xjin today ! :D :D yayyy ohh and i love her new hairstyle, nice one bestie !
i won't stare into space and think tonight.
i shall stare at the smiley faces i drew,
and tell myself i don't deserve to be sad.
ohhhh riiight strong > me :D
i don't feel good about everything now
but there's nothing i can do.
out wit ru(icecream girly) tmrw ? :)
hmm i miss michelle. wifeyy ):
but then again, il wonder;
if tonight's gonna be worse.
20041106
out of the corner of my eye,
i regret, i regret ! i always regret.
i realised something, that shit's today !
you din't reply, you deserve to die.
the hairdresser should go to hell,
she screwed up my fringe.
my blogging's weird today.
while my gay president scholar,
plans for her future in Harvard,
[PSST she spelt harvard wrongly HAHA ]
i shall plan for my future in...
KOKOMO ! :D :D
moohaha, i love kokomo man !
the Gay has decided to change to Oxford
cause she can't spell Harvard.
i got my kitkat bars from rachelchia :D
she's not going bangkok anymore.
yay, we're excited for THE THANG -wink
ohhhh i'm a happy girly now.
ru is a happy girly too,
she loves pushing walls ice cream cart
around the neighbourhood
pressing doorbells / knocking on doors
i miss her rabbit, hahaha
il miss yew wifey.
CRIS'S BACK, hugged her today :)
the dad's back from japan too !
it's late and i'm still talking to...
comma sista, :D heart to heart talk
randomness, again
everytime laa. alright, OFF !
why don't we hit restart
and pause it at our favorite parts
we'll skip the goodbyes
if i had it my way
i'd turn the car around
and runaway, just you and i
20041026
cute without the E ;
was late today, school wasnt as boring. skipped cca, and i'm feeling guilty. ass but i enjoyed crapping with shann and ru at stinking j8. yeahyeah i just don't like j8 -cough, looks at shann. we were being really retarded at pasta mania, funny. oh i ate there AGAIN, damn sick of it now, acckkk
YEW KICKED MY DOG,
kerpal, kerpal rocks. KERPAL
oh i love my brother, he downloaded those nice songs again. i really don't want him to go, fcuking NS shit. ...okay forget it. rahahha. i bought herworld today wit ru. that girl's like one of the lamest person il ever meet in my entire life. SO LAME, i laughed like crazy. anyhoww we're gonna do uhh cooking soon ! cute food :D :D patsie cheong's our idol HAHAHA
drifting really sucks. hmm i miss my wifeyy ): and wifeyy's going beijing wit class ): cris's leaving for perth tmrw ): arrrr saddening ): shann's going for some really long holiday ): three more days left with twopurity ): three more days left with XINJIN ): ): ): bloody hell three more days only. ): and i repeat, my brother's going for his NS. ): AHHHHH ): okay how many ): faces have i typed.
weird feeeeeling, E C with hsdhagw
if you're leaving will you take me with you
i'm tired of talking on my phone
there is one thing i could never give you
my heart will never be your home
angst, i hate
shut up
20041021
these currents are still killing me
terrible day.
what makes you think that we don't know, or we don't care. well you're making us feel really lousy, at least me. though i know i won't go far, i know.
fcuking boring. i don't wanta go to school tmrw damnIT.
i think i'm gonna miss my brother. he's leaving for NS this december. isnt that a little too soon >:( i need a crapping partner at home man. how saddening. well, talking bout people leaving, cris's leaving for perth. yes, i'm gonna miss her and all her shit.
cca sucked big time. so much for the first prac after so long. pffft, whatttt
bunch of hypocrites > i donch like.
eyesore, eyesore, EYESORE ARRR
20041019
was it just a game to you ?
mwahaha :D it's 12.04 and i'm at home, woke up at 10 plus today. so, that means i dint go to school ! oh no i'm not ponning. cough i have a sore throat cough cough. and school's sucha waste of time now wot, right ? besides that bloody skit, eek.
fwaaa, we celebrated three birthdays last week :D ru's, qinn's and mich's ! uh huh uh huh :) oh and we got back all our results already. uhh, no i don't wanta talk bout That.
went ta Ru's house yesterday. i like the rabbit ! -beams. we watched school of rock, i still like the drummer :) and we had this talk after dinner. harhar, well i enjoyed the talk alot, funny funny :D :D
i'm going ta watch Wimbledon, off.
I WANT YEWWWWW.
20041012
playing favourites ;
happybelatedbdae RU :)
yesterday was great. so much crapping and also embarrassing ourselves but who cares ? we had fun :D caught white chicks, it's damn good. feel like it's been quite a long time since i laughed so much. WHY SO ?
mm i like the neos we took.
eoys >>> OVER :)
i'm off ta someone's house,
later.
20041009
dead on arrival ::
ten down, one more paper to go, finally eoys ending really soon :D :D but this last paper's chink, thirtythree chaps, and i havent even started on one. harhar, after this.
jerryong suck big time please ! didja see him sing on thurs night ? i could've died laughing ! i hate the fcuking smile plastered on his face man. -rolls.
even though i know i screwed up most of the papers, i don't care. it's all over :)
remember how you used to say
i'd be the one to run away
but i'm still here